Josh

I knew I was gay from the time I was 10. I always found guys attractive. I didn't know what that stiring in my groin meant and frankly it kinda scared me. I dated a lot of girls in high school, but at night, when I was alone, jerking off in bed, it was guys that rocked my fantasy world.

My first time happened when I found the nerve to go to a gay theater in New York city. I was freaked by how disgusting it all seemed. Sleazy old guys, dark, smelly theater. Then I saw him. He was about 22. A college kid. We locked eyes in the darkened theater and a bit later, after he circed the room, he stood beside me by the back row. Our arms touched and in a weak voice I asked "would you like to sit down?"

We sat together and he reached out and touched my thigh. I didn't want to be there in that place anymore. I wanted to get out of there with this guy. "Do you live around here" asked I asked. He said "yeah." "Wanna go to your place?" "Sure" he replied.

I followed him to a small apartment on 2nd Avenue and I told him this was my first time. He was a bit surprised and asked where I wanted to do it. On the couch or in the bedroom. I said in the bedroom.

We went in and he said he would be right back. I sat on the bed, shaking with nerves. Soon he returned shirtless and sat beside me. he had a hot, trim, smooth body and a six pack. This kid was handsome and in-shape. He put his hand between my legs and said "how does this feel?" I said "great."

Soon we were on the bed, both of us naked. He started sucking on my dick and I thought I would lose it right there. I told him to slow down and started sucking him. We took turns touching and sucking, stroking and rubbing our bodies together. After about a half an hour I could feel myself getting close. I told him I was about to come. He stroked me with an expert hand and I shot a huge load all over myself.

Now it was his turn. I jerked him off, making him moan with pleasure.

When it was over I felt so good, so relieved. Mike and I hooked up several more times that month.

I wonder where he is today. He made my first time seem so normal, so casual. So much fun.

Thanks, Mike.